A rollarcoaster built to crash. But, you're the one i want.

AWESOME! :D Life is too short too spend sad. So i'm myself again haha XD I really want to erase the entries before this one but I am awesome. So I wont. Hahaha no but I cant always be happy ennnniiiit. Yap.. BAAAAAAACK TOOOO WOOOORK!!!!!!!!!! :P HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAA. And no I am completely sober.. hihihihihihihi ;D

Hahah dad actually asked me today like: "Were u sober when u wrote me that email?" and im just like "no im just a lil bit crazy" xD

There's just too much that time cannot erase

He just doesnt get it. He doesnt fucking understand me. Gaah. Have labreport + bio quiz tomorrow and I'm only starting now. Was talking to my dad for hours. As usual... he just doesnt understand me. The fucking pressure he puts on me. How everything I want for the future isnt good enough. How everything thats important to me is lost on him. Man. This week has been utter shit.

I dont belive that anybody feels the way I do about you now

JAG HATAR FUCKING SKIT IOP! DEN KAN FAN GÅ OCH DÖ. FUCKING BAJS!!!

Eeeeh. Yap. Having a bit of issues with my IOP. Its honestly killing me. Cant take it anymore. Spent some many hours staring at the screen and not getting bloody anywhere. Feel so fucking sick of it all. I mean I'm the happiest person I know yet lately I've just been in an effing bad mood. It's not like I mope around and shit. I mean I may not be the happiest I've ever been right now but I'm sure as fuck no emo yet. Just tired. And not in the mood for fakeness. Honestly people can be total fucking arseholes. And it just wears you out after a bit.

Enough grumbling and stuff. A bright side. Went to see Franz this weekend. And damn. They were brilliant live. Loved the whole set. Amazing song choices. Basically all their classics + the new tunes. Loved it. Made my bloody month. Now I've gotta get back to my fucking IOP.

Mr Brightside

Think this weekend has made me sick. On Friday I got drunk. On Saturday I danced without water non-stop for three hours. And on Sunday I woke up and walked my friend to the busstop in the blistering cold with barely anything on. Fuck. I hate being sick.

Think this weekend has made me bitter as well. It was so epic and now I'm tired and sick. And that makes me pissed. And I tend to look at life from the bright side but now I am just pissed and tired and sick and I hate feelings and shit. Cant write anymore. I'm just pissed and tired and sick and hating feelings and shit and cant be bothered to write a happy entry. Back to my stupid fucking presentation.

What you waiting for? Haha first I wrote shat hahahaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaha XD

Eeeeh maybe going to England in two weeks. Eeeh oook???? Wow sometimes my dad's just too bloody impulsive. And yeah im writing without capital letters and all that. But cant be arsed. am so flipping hyper. But i should study..... Eeeeeeeeeh. And haha. Lifes just funny tho init. I mean .. its just funny. How things cock up but then uncock up hahahhahahaha XD Whatever dunno what im trying to say. Aint making sense. Bad grammer, bad langauge. Haha. Eeh. Yaap. Oh oh ooooh im getting money. I love money. And in like however many days it is till saturday im gonna see Franz Ferdinand live. Love it. Shit. i hope noone ever reads this blog they'll think im mental. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHA

Update: Wow I'm seriously fucked up. I had to go back to this entry and add capital letters, it just looked so unproper haha. I suck :P

Fucking bloody shit :O

I am officially addicted to tetris. :O :O Came home bloody well two hours ago and have played non-stop... :O

Chasing Pavements

Late nights.

Burning through my darkest nights. You're the only one that I want. Think I'm addicted to your light. I swore I'd never fall again

Tired... Have a maths test on Monday which is gonna go to hell. Havent studied anything and have spent the whole day sleeping, catching up on a week without sleep. Party was alright. Bit weird tho, random things kept happening. Such as M getting together with J (?) Like whuuuut? What started out as a party hook-up turned into the cutest relationship lol. So many flipping couples in out grade right now haha. Very cute tho. Eeehm. What else.... Well the Franz Ferdinand concert is in two weeks so that'll be great....Eeeh... Yap....Oh and its kinda cool cos the dudes whose apartment we crashed and partied in will be there so we'll get to see em again which will be fun :) (also, gives us a chance to apologize for trashing the place a lil bit)

Hahaha M just called and was gushing on about J. Ended up talking to her for hours. They are so bloody fucking cute! Naaaaw! So much cuteness around me hahaha. Gotta go now tho. Cheerio!

I can see your halo

Hello (...lamest beginning ever). Studying for the chem test tomorrow.... Very extremely fun. Was on the phone with M for a while so lost tons of valuable studying time (plus we went to MCD after school) AARGH im so fucking bloody tired!!! There is a party thingy tomorrow but I'm not sure I wanna go. I mean I have to go cos I've bloody promised everyone but I just... dont feel up for it. Just want to stay home and chill and bit. Gosh. I havent chilled properly for well long. Wow this is a lively entry. Whatever gonna go back to the world of moles (fuck, fuck, fuck)

You Look Bloody Wonderful Tonight

Bin a while since I updated here. Nothing much to say, woke up early today cos I was gonna go to the twins house but it got cancelled so I'm stuck at home. Haha not surprising as I'm grounded after what happened last weekend. Anyway its alright being up this early, actually seeing the morning you know :P

Just going to sit here for a while listening to Spotify and chilling. Pity they dont have some of the bands I listen to but most of em are up here. Right now playing Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton. Never thought I could get so addicted to that song. Barbs played it for me a couple of days ago and since then its bin jammed.

Aaaah its farking lovely being awake this early! Not a soul is awake cept me. Only a couple of people online msn and its just so... peaceful. Wow look at me nattering on about souls and peace. Oooh now its First Love by The Maccabees. One of my alltime favorites actually. I've liked it for yeaaaars as opposed to Wonderful Tonight which I only heard properly a couple of days ago and it will prolly die a sudden death soon when I get sick of it xD

Gosh stupid bloody poker! I'm losing all me money! Whatever it just adds to the peacefulness of this morning :) I sound as if im high or something but I'm not just floating along with life. First love, last love, only love, its only love.

And now some of Herman's Hermits songs are playing. Yup listening to my sleep playlist haha. Gosh, I love the fact that nobody I know listen to any of the songs I listen to. Maybe some of the more known tracks by Arctic Monkeys etc but the old classics I can enjoy without the whole of Sweden nattering on about their goodness. This is a shitlong entry actually. Bloody impressive! Hahahahahaaahahahahahahaha. Oh btw, most awesome thing has happened. I've regained contact with the people from my old school in Britian. Which basically means that I now have more people to party with when I go there! Although the two groups of mates aint gonna fit together at ALL. Haha.

Anyway I reckon its time to stop writing now. Although winning a price for the most lenthly and rubbishy entry ever written is appealing I doubt my future self would appreciate it. Lol anyway cheerio.