Oh goodness gracious

I'm so flipping stupid! HAHHAAHAHAH. This morning I wake up and am like shiiit, i havent packed. So, I pack real quickly. Mum's screaming in the background "WE GOTTA GOOOO" I'm like fuck it. So I end up randomly throwing things in the bag. Then I think to myself.. Hmmm... I'm rather thirsty so I go downstairs and start drinking out of a bottle with an apple on the front. SRHFSDJKFHKJSA I immediately spit it out cos it tastes like freaking VINEGAR! I rush to my dear mother who informs me that it was APPLE VINEGAR! Who the fuck puts a picture of an apple of a vinegar bottle. Us retards who dont understand german might mistake it for apple juice. So now I stink like vingear. Lets hope that people on planes like the strong odor of stinky bleeding vinegar! :D Hihihihihihihi.

Gosh im crazy right now. I think I freaked out one of my friends on msn yesterday I went out of control and changed everything he said into random shit that got me laughing like anything and him wondering whether he should force me to enroll in a mental hospital! HAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA xD

Oooh dear! Gotta go fly to England now. Cieaorio dear Sweden I will miss you! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Why the fuck can I never have a Christmas thats drama free

God, Christmas kinda sucks nowadays. Looks like I'll be spending the rest of the evening in front of the computer watching TV shows. My parents need to fucking CHILL with the drama. It's driving me insaaaaane! So I guess I'm flying to England tomorrow by myself. And I guess I'll be finding the airport by myself as well. Oh well, thats all completely fucking fine. Arseholes.

MERRY FUCKIN XMAS! :D

Lol was awoken this morning by a thousand "merry xmas" sms:s. I love getting them, it brings out the christmas spirit in me like anything! Plus its cool that people waste their money on shit like that just to you know... spread the love. So, yesterday hahaha, I am such a freaking liar. I was all like ooh imma stay home the whole week and celebrate Christmas. Instead me and a couple of other people went to Storvreta. Didnt get home until after twelve which made my mum pretty outraged since she had no idea where I was.

Received some pretty bad news this morning. Apparently my mum reckons that my brother is way to sick to travel. Which means that he cant come to England on Friday. Which means that I have to fly by myself. Which is a big fucking no. Because just me hanging with my dad's family is going to be pretty fucking dreadful. So adunno if I'm still gonna go. But I REALLY want to. Fuck Fuck FUCK. Am going to try to see if anyone else wants to follow with me, but it is farking difficult cos its the day after xmas and everyone is going to be travelling somewhere else within that period of time. Shit. Life can be a big fucking pain sometimes.

Broken Strings

Shit I feel like shit. My throat is killing me and there is no fuckin medicine in the house.
I'm gonna flip soon ****!!!

Broken Strings - James Morrison

Its not my turn

Just got home. Seriously I haven't slept at home for over two weeks xP But its starting to take its toll, I've got a fucking cold again. Now I plan on staying at home until we go to England. Well, except for tomorrow. Might be going to Storvreta then. Not sure if I'll be "frisk" by tomorrow tho. We'll see :D

OMG. A friend sent me this Christmas mix song and I just started listening to it, and holy fucking crap they are all soooo saaaaaaaaaaad! One of them: Without You by Mariah Carey is like a pot of depressingness haha xD

Anyway I'm going to just lie in bed all evening watching series. Dont feel up to going out again today even though I've got a fucking shit load of presents to organize. Time goes way to fucking fast!

This rubrik is taking too fuckin long to think up. fuck it.

Home again! Got home yesterday but crashed immediately. Just woke up actually.. fucking tired. Anyway spending the week at exis was a flarious :D Except I didnt eat anything the whole week, so I lost a helluva lotta weight. Whatever tho I always eat tons during xmas so I'll gain it again xD

Man... I really need to chill on the drinking. Got pissed three days this week and passed out once as well. These last couple of weeks have bin insane and I dont fucking remember anything. I have like memory blackouts at random places. Shit. Haha people keep telling me all these things that I supposedly did and I'm just like "whuuuuuuuuuuuut" hehehehe. Am totally angry with Prbsh tho. He cant keep his fuckin mouth shut and all freakin day Thursday I got to hear a lot of bullshit. Probably why I got so wasted in the evening.

Anyway its FREAKING FINALLY CHRISTMAS BREAK!!! And, im going to England in five days! And my grades sucked hahaha, but i got a FIVE in bio so im bloody happy bout that! :D Hihi, my mum had a farking fit when she saw my grades :D Yeah... I did shit bad in english. Oh well, ill try to work next year. Speaking of which I've got two concerts planned!! Coldplay and Franz Ferdinand. Both ace bands, just have to arrange the money.

Was going to go to the cinema with some ppl tonight, but instead I'm just gonna chill a bit. Think we are watching Love Actually so that will be nice. Have got two sleepovers planend as well this week which I need to rest meself up for. OMG, jus realized its my bday in like 23 days :D Dunno, if I'm gonna have a party or not. J was talking about us havin a joint party but I dunno. Whatever I'm totally mind fucked right now, just gonna continue with msn for a bit. Then ... sleep and film :D

I'm tripping on words

Shit, I've got so much crap to do for tomorrow, its unbelievable! I went over to Julia's house for a bit as well, so now I'm fucking knee deep in stuff to do!

How could this be done, by such a smiling sweetheart?

Brilliant weekend. Tired now though. Have lit candles that are sitting in the window. This week is going to be strange. Last week in Sweden this year actually. Plus a few days. Not sure what I feel about going to the UK. Might not though now that Henrik is sick. Found the most amazing voice on youtube. Not only is it a shiver-down-my-spine voice but it also covers some of my favorite songs.

The Voice and a brilliant song.

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb

Bloody long day. Walked round in town for four farking hours and found shit. Was extremely jealous when everyone else got a ride home from their parents whilst I had to struggle through the rain and snow. Why cant the effing snow come some time soon? Some music ought to brighten everything up! :P

Major summer memories




Hottest scene [with best music] from the Twilight movie

It's just too fucking hilarious, and you're just so fucking not hilarious

To amuse myself I looked up pictures on google. This one here made me freaking shit myself laughing (and no... i dont mean that literally)

Are there angels on the moon?

Ok, so yesterday was a totally crap day judging from my previous entry :P Whatever, today was nice. I got a bit crazy though and couldnt stop running around like a drunk. And trust me... Me drunk is a scary thing haha xD Anyway I'm totally fucked cos I found out yesterday that I have to write the chem report. And I'm fucking starting now. Most people in the class (and I'm talking about seriously genius ppl) started two weeks ago and they still havent completed it.. This is making me rather FREAKED OUT! :O I hate doing a crap job and this will definitely fall under that category.

Oh yeah, and during swedish today someone said something about how hitting children was right and then our teacher said that he thought that everyone nowadays considered giving a child a beating as wrong. Well, I actually for once agree with that its not a bad thing. I mean sure if its taken to a level where the kid suffers serious damage then its definitely not acceptable but then again nothing good comes from taking something to far. I mean its called fucking discipline and swedish kids get shit all of that. I dunno, maybe I wouldnt think like this if I hadnt been brought up in England. Because there its not considered to be a bad thing. Corporal punishment isnt that freaking bad. Kids dont understand screams and swearwords I mean a light smack can just help to emphazie the point that is being made. And shit I sound like a total bitch, but I just think that in a reasonable form corporal punishment is a good way to discipline children.

Whatever dunno, how the fuck I got so serious. Just some things about Sweden tick me off. Gosh, I could get into this whole long topic about the lack of discipline in the school systems ect but I'm not going to cos I'm anyway going to be long shot of Sweden in a year :D

Sorry I cant be fucking perfect

Fucking hell. Parents are a big fat pain in the farking arse. God, my mums just never freaking happy. She was whining at me today like anything, said my grades are so bad because I party too much! Yeah.. AS FUCKING IF! God, I cant get a fucking 7 in everything. She also kept going on about the fact that I'm never home these days. Fuck, I cant deal I just honestly dont give a shit. And, I hate writing personal stuff on blogs but I just really need to type it out. FUCKING SHIT!

All I want for christmas is you

Hell yeah! So the whole studying thing didnt work out for me. Instead I found a site where they have all episodes of Jackass which makes me very happy. That and the fact that I've got coke next to me makes today a very nice day!

HAHAHAHAHA I love the beginning of Jackass when they babble on about how you should not try these stunts at home. Like OMG, what a shame I really felt like sticking my arse in a beehive today!

Do you honestly think I dont know the truth

I'm back! :D Or I got home yesterday evening but was way to tired to write anything then. This weekend was fucking ace! From Friday to Saturday there was the sleepover which was real fun. We were like ten people so it was way crowded but still fun :D I dyed my hair (or Barbie dyed it :P) and cut it. It got way darker than I expected but whatever. It still looks better then before xD

On Saturday we all had to get up at fucking nine to get to town in time for the whole service thing. That was fun as well. I mean it was bloody cold but still hilarious. I got kissed by a dude, proposed to by another guy and this other guy came up and talked to me five fucking times and then he asked for my msn. He was totally hot but I said no anyway. Yes, I'm an idiot xD Anyway we were basically selling hugs for the lonley people.. Haha, I felt like a jackass standing in the middle of the square yelling KRAMAS FÖR DOM ENSAMMA and I kept saying Röda Kroset instead of Korset. I'm such a retard. Anyway nobody else wanted to yell stuff out (since they dont like speaking swedish) so it was all me. I wanted to kill myself after a while. My voice just got too annoying... xP

On Sunday I ... actually I dont really remember what I did :S Anyway that was basically my weekend and I'm fucking amazing for taking the time to write this :D Hmm.. nothing else to say, except ... I'm switching to chem SL. I cant be bothered to work my arse off in chem HL when I can get a seven in chem SL. I dont mind not going to uni directly, I think I'm going to go travelling for a bit anyway. Oh whatever it will work out. The whole planning my life thing didnt really work out for me so I'm just going to focus on getting through IB. But I'm still a science nerd! xD (Edit: What the fuck was I thinking even picking chem!? It can go fuck itself)

I'll be burning streets and you'll be kissing my ass

HAHAHA! This week has been pretty extreme. I wrote two entries where I said that I wanted to kill something... Scary :) *evil smile* Oh well, everythings better now. I've figured out that the way to get through IB is to not care. Because otherwise I just start panicking about everything I have to accomplish in my life and then I hit rock bottom real fast. It's just to chill. Life's so farking short and I am not going to spend it worrying about the future. Besides walking into doors and laughing every embarrasing moment off is way better than sitting at home studying chemistry.

So its finally weekend! Or it will be in like 25 hours or something. Friday to Saturday I'm sleeping over at Exi's with a bunch of other people and we're all going change our hair :D And then on Saturday I'll be hugging people in town *cough* service *cough* And then on Sunday something extremely fun is going to happen :D Cant waaaaaaaaiiiit for school to end this week!!! :D Anyway I wont be back to write on the blogg till Monday but until then lets hope I dont end up lying completely wasted on some park bench ;D

One last thing: Live fucking life!!!!!! Dont be scared to do anything! :D Cos in the end who really gives a shit x)

It's time to face the truth

IB is seriously killing me! For once in my fucking shitty-schedule world I was supposed to have only two hours in school but of course we have a stupid fucking EE essay shit thing, so I have to wait two hours in school and ok I went shopping but still! Sucks getting home at eight instead of two. I just really want the holidays right now. I'm so fucking tired and sick of school.

Can't wait for the weekend! :D I decided today what colour I'm going to dye my hair and it'll just be dark brown, was going to go for something a bit more "unusual" but I think that plus the red "slingor" will be just fine xD Unfortunately I'll have to miss the service thing I was going to do since we're all sleeping over but whatever I really dont give shit if I fail CAS this term :P

Anyway I think I'm gonna have an early night and go to bed like now. Havent had more than three hours of sleep each day because of different reasons xD

Btw, even though its not really my style of music You're Beautiful by James Blunt is killer sweet :)

Where I can run just as fast as I can to the middle of nowhere

Msn. Is. Fucking. Killing. Me.
Honestly I havent been able to talk to anyone! And when your typing this really lame [BORING] math portfolio thingy (?!?!?!) then you kind of need the support of normal people... I need to fucking reinstall it or something. Anyway back to something... else... Today I ended so farking early cos swedish was cancelled (HALLELUJA) so I went to a friends house which was nice :D

HAHAHA, read on yahoo today that a swedish kid collapsed from playing wrath of the lion king for 20 consecutive hours... Like... OMG... Seriously I dont get that whole gaming addiction thing. I mean sure I can understand if you play sometimes but to actually sit at a computer in your room for 20 hours.. It's just like please go get a life. Argh whatever I cant think of shit to write. Goodnight.